BACK TO HOMEPAGE
01/08/2026 - Day 3 - End of The End
as of writing this i am dealing with the morning-after effects from all the coke i did last night and opiate wd at the same time. i wake up tomorrow at 6AM for my first rehab appointment. i've been binge-eating until my stomach hurts in kind of a manic joy because my body is finally capable of feeling hunger again. i'm sure its not good for me, but i couldn't care less. i just want to feel human again.the website is still very empty because i can't be fucked to do anything beyond the most basic maintenance (updating blog and moving entries to their own pages). i have to go to sleep soon if i want to appear semi-presentable for rehab. i guess i'll take some time to explain the archive page before i go to bed tonight. the plan is to only keep a week's worth of posts on the "previous blog posts" section of the homepage. after that, i'll move them to the archive page. every month i will wipe the archive page and delete the webpages, and move them over to a file download (to save space on my website, neocities has a 1GB size limit for those of you who don't know). if this fills up the server slower than anticipated i may increase it to 3 or 6 months, depending on how long it takes to reach the limit.